Faded

I feel like the past week has been a blur. Like I haven’t really woken up in the morning and my day to day rushes past, too busy to stop and introduce itself to sleepy me.

Some of that might be an actual lack of sleep. I keep having these nightmares about ghosts, my grandpa and cousin being zombies coming after me, general restlessness… So I don’t wake up feeling rested. Luckily, Austin comes to rescue me, so I at least wake up feeling safe and like I don’t need to cry, though I sometimes cry to myself anyways. I think it’s past my period of mourning but my brain sometimes forgets and gets sad/shocked anyways.

Anywho, other than that, my diet hasn’t been the best, I’m only barely exercising and I spend too much time playing Skyrim. I could make some changes, but I’m happy and content in the grand scheme of things.

So I’ve spent some money on making myself wake up and pain does the trick. I’m utterly satisfied with the results (:

Don’t worry about me, I didn’t hurt myself, I just re-anchored myself.